This year 2020 has been a roller coaster. Heck, turning 34 and experiencing a pandemic has been A LOT.

The amount of information, stories and very provoking visuals on the internet – these won’t change anytime soon – has been overwhelming and hard to process. But the truth is 2020 is the growth and change we prayed for. The year that pushes for change in everything that make us uncomfortable. So we must live and work for change while alive. 

Praying, creating and overthinking less, are my coping mechanisms these days. I want to see change in legislative actions and I want to take actions.

This chapter I’m relearning growth and more about myself. I’ve been looking deeper and unlearning habits from my past. I’m not turning a new leaf, I’m filling in the blank spaces and challenging myself to do things differently.

Looking at the woman in the mirror, I don’t regret anything. I don’t even have to look deeper to see all I have gained, learned and gather as the best things of life. It’s right infant of me. The peace, happiness and beautiful things I find with my family and friends. God has been faithful. I give Him all the Glory for another year. Only you Lord, only YOU.

This is my chapter 34… The real change is in fighting distractions, changing mindsets, and stopping comparison